i've been betrayed by friends
i was dependant on for survival.
i've been taken for an idiot
by spiritualist mediums.
i have begged for a love
to call all my own,
only to be presented with problems
that i cannot possibly solve.
i've been lead by the nose
to desperation and breakdown.
i've been challenged on a love
where i cannot bear witness,
to it's making or passing...
and i know of no God
who can grant me my solitude
without being set upon.
i was dependant on for survival.
i've been taken for an idiot
by spiritualist mediums.
i have begged for a love
to call all my own,
only to be presented with problems
that i cannot possibly solve.
i've been lead by the nose
to desperation and breakdown.
i've been challenged on a love
where i cannot bear witness,
to it's making or passing...
and i know of no God
who can grant me my solitude
without being set upon.
my thoughts on being here in the 21st century, and what they have presented to me over the past 29 years. i guess this is my own gospel on the earliest lessons we learn and the hatred i have suffered for believing that love is the law. i am not mistaken though, i really am at grips with a beast.
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