mistakes

oh boy,
have i made some mistakes
the whole mind/body,
trust/commitment
and sex
dichotomy
and it did!
lessons learned
freedom promised,
responsibilities
rolled away like the stone
that blocks my escape
nothing more that can hinder
other than
government policies
and psychiatric assessments
i am sure to move
far from here
and start again,
alone -
but still looking for love
that's the mystery
and i am sure one day
my dream will come true.