another bum note

stupid lies
from a terrible friend
we were once so close
now you're scaring
me again
did i let you down?
or betray you somehow?
are you jealous -
of my efforts?
can't you do the same
for yourself?
you know what really
annoys me about you?
is the way you manipulate
everything i do -
'me out of money
money out of me,'
you're always pretending
to be someone other
than who you
could be.
so get a fucking life
go and plan your career
because in a few years time
i won't be here,
cause of its something other
than friendship
and goodtimes
then take a chance
on employing yourself
instead of telling me lies!