rockstar

memories of a sensation
and a beautiful girl
a strange compulsion
to give this meaning
if its my head
and my heart,
then how could it
deceive me?
is there some drama
i missed,
when i was busy complaining?
'cause all i know is
this story can't sustain love
i can't think how or
why,
i fail to know how -
to be endearing to others'
then i must become
famous,
i often claim to be
a star of old
some forgotten old hippie
who once was a
rockstar.