a few words with myself

getting drunk alone
i have had a late night row
with my alternative
consciousness
and have discovered myself
something's wrong
with the world...
...and i know what it is.
the authorities in their wisdom,
have sanctioned
all kinds of abominations.
now, i know human nature
searches for itself
and yet does not recognise it's own appearance
like looking for its own reflection
in some dark, shadowy
looking glass.
demons and monsters
are usually what we see
because as it's said
misery loves company.

single androgynous female

total frustration
with who i am
i wish i was so much more
i would admire myself
for all i have done
how many loved me
i would rate myself
rather highly
if i could just
understand another woman
then i may feel
like i am worth it
instead i am stressed
and anxious as hell
because i dont know
how to love
myself.

i get the message...

ok, i got the message
it's a hard life for those that lead one
their are bargains to be had
and abuses you can definately do without
challenges, threats, conflict and subterfuge
weapons, wars and drug abuse
the common mans' law
is one of supreme justice
so they can subjugate the rebellious masses
but dear Lord,
i begged - 'am i not worthy?'
of your supreme devotion
i was promised a virgin!
well it's tough for me
because i got the message
bring on the professional hoes
if you're thinking of being married.

pucker up

canne get wed
canne get laid
canne get a job
or even betray my friends
who god bless 'em
yes,
i love all that they are
but they have low expectations of me
and they make demands that i can't -
- bargain with,
for want of some peace
they all cost tobacco
criticism and weed
and as for women
whoa - hoe!
it's just a blast from the past
i canne even have a relationship
till i kiss my family's arse.